1 post tagged “bored”
the night fell and i stayed..
the day broke but i still stayed..
like i always do..
motionless and quite..like i always do
all for sumthin long gone..
all for sumthin that was never true
the pain that sits inside me..
the world dat lurks around me..
for everything i took for granted..
i cud never understand..
if the light i saw den was nuthin but an illusion..
or was it the plight of a broken soul..
i look around and find
empty smiles and hollow faces..
to kill myself would be a pity..
but my enemy wont show..
all the time i look around..
broken laughs and heartbreakin noise..
but my enemy still wont show..
if only i had time..
time that i haf now..
to be the person i'm not..
to be the person they want.
sumone great sumone like sumone else..
if only they knew me fer me
if only they let me be then..
like they do now..
i got dreams and i got wishes..
none that they get ..none tat they have..
the knife in the background seems so sweet..
calling out to me..so seductive.
i wonder if neone wud cry..
i wonder how many laugh
what a sigh of relief..
atleast they'll laugh..
to the poor angel who never got his wings..
to the poor angel who juz faded away..
but i still wait....
the night fell and i stayed..
the day broke but i still stayed..
like i always do..
motionless and quite..like i always do
if only they knew me fer me..
if only i was like sumone else den..
if only..
if only..-sigh-
if only ..i was ME..
