2 posts tagged “alive”
A cold night as cold as her eyes
The one that was always alone
No path to choose
No streets to walk on
No one to look for
No place to go
The snow falls all around
She shivers but doesn’t know why
Every time the wind picked up
She closed her eyes but doesn’t know why
Fire burning in the distance so warm so beautiful
Her feet follow her steps but she doesn’t know why
Her naked steps in this broken world
Taking her to where she began
Where she stood held no ground
Just a cry for help and a few forgotten tears
Her name a memory fallen
Her belongings she didn’t have any
Another line drawn as she counts the days without food
Another dawn breaks with the snow as water
The cold winters and the colder summers
She knew them too well
For she was the child of destiny
Fated for misery fated to suffer
The sun shines and den dies
But she stays the same
All too cold all too alone
Watching people smile, for reasons she doesn’t know why
Over the pond she tries to imitate
But it never looks the same
She doesn’t know why
Another dark night another cold
She shivers but doesn’t know why
For she never knew love so she doesn’t know pain
Pain that’s all she has pain that is all hers
Another line drawn as she counts the days without food
From the darkness a shadow approaches
The one they call the old man
Brought with him a piece of bread
The once all cruel world had gotten so warm
Warm like the warm piece of bread
The coldness all melting away as tears sparkled down her face
And there it was
The cold the hollow the all alone
The child of sorrow
Had finally found her smile
the night fell and i stayed..
the day broke but i still stayed..
like i always do..
motionless and quite..like i always do
all for sumthin long gone..
all for sumthin that was never true
the pain that sits inside me..
the world dat lurks around me..
for everything i took for granted..
i cud never understand..
if the light i saw den was nuthin but an illusion..
or was it the plight of a broken soul..
i look around and find
empty smiles and hollow faces..
to kill myself would be a pity..
but my enemy wont show..
all the time i look around..
broken laughs and heartbreakin noise..
but my enemy still wont show..
if only i had time..
time that i haf now..
to be the person i'm not..
to be the person they want.
sumone great sumone like sumone else..
if only they knew me fer me
if only they let me be then..
like they do now..
i got dreams and i got wishes..
none that they get ..none tat they have..
the knife in the background seems so sweet..
calling out to me..so seductive.
i wonder if neone wud cry..
i wonder how many laugh
what a sigh of relief..
atleast they'll laugh..
to the poor angel who never got his wings..
to the poor angel who juz faded away..
but i still wait....
the night fell and i stayed..
the day broke but i still stayed..
like i always do..
motionless and quite..like i always do
if only they knew me fer me..
if only i was like sumone else den..
if only..
if only..-sigh-
if only ..i was ME..
