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cricket inside the house rox..hehe... love it.. played it the entire day yesterday.. din do a single thing other than that n lissnin to the music all day.. last night..gr8 night.. hadn yelled silently in months.. finally lied in mah bed.. juz screamin mah lungs out at nuthin.. yea was that bored..slept at like 2..
so i wake up at like 8 'o clock bus leaves at nine.. abt an hr to get ready.. and all i wanna do is sleep.. bleh like that was gonna happen.. dad called me last night sayin a letter frem bank has arrived.. if u can come.. come. bah.. so meh deciding whether to go to coll or home.. bored..still yawnin.. n tryin to swallow without makin it obvious to mah partner than my throat was hurtin.. told him last night that i never get sick so.. hehe..
so.. finally decided to come home.. bank stuff bleh.. hate it.. de sooner it ends the better.. beginning the hectic regime of gettin ready.. lol.. still pretending mah throat wasn being sliced open frem the inside ven i coughed n spat blood.. and mah first thot.. lol.. its abt frikkin time.. ~_~ been waiting for it since december last year n it happens now... bleh.. n in de radio at that time was playin 'everybody hurt' by REM love that song.. it was a funny timin.. lol..
came home.. n heh.. was again showed mah place..
i like pain.. i love pain.. juz that it hurts sumtimes hehe..
was always alone.. will always be.. juz that sumtimes i do tend to believe ppl ven they say im not.. i no my place most of the times.. juz that i tend to believe ppl sumtimes ven they say im better than i am.. i dun like openin up...juz that sumtimes i believe ppl ven they say it helps..i will always be der for u.. juz plz dun make me believe that ud do the same for me.. id always be de guy juz a call away... in de dead of the night.. if ya need meh.. buh ive spent too many nights hopin sum1 hears me.. dun wanna wait for sum1 to talk to.. juz to realise they were always der.. and out of boredom haf come juz b4 they leave juz to bid goodnight.. i used to be such a good actor.. im damaged goods..hollow inside.. will always be.. dun make me believe otherwise..
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in short.. a purrfact..normal day..
wait a while..
waiting for a smile..
just a trickle longer..
as the moment passes by..
wait in the shadows..
waiting for the sun to die..
wait for the moment..
as the moment passes by..
lie there forever..
in the darkness of the light..
just closed my eyes and wondered..
as the moment passes me by..
in the dread of a lonely hour..
locked away the tears..
holding the eyes open..
as the moment passes by..
drawn on a tired face..
an everlasting smile..
staring at the mirror shards..
as the moment passed by...
looking for a place..
looking for a touch..
with the arm trying to see..
as the moment passes by..
an empty chest buried..
a cage locked from the inside..
a key to some lock..
long lost n forgotten..
juz waiting for a moment..
waiting to be wanted..
a big smile at hand..
as deep as the canvas..
in a moments weakness..
ven the chains r broken..
in the dread of a lonely hour..
looking at the empty seat..
looking at the stars so close..
looking for the voices..
looking for a smile.. juz so far away..
in a moments weakness..
in the dread of a lonely hour..
the eyes see in the mirror..
a broken doll... with a smudged smile..
the tears finally lost..
the smile set again..
all tht remains is the wait..
a lil while longer..
as the moment passes by..
You Are a Henna Gaijin! |
 You're not Japanese, but you wish you were! You can use chopsticks with your eyes closed, and you've memorized hundreds of Kanji. You even answer your phone "moshi moshi." While the number of anime videos you've seen is way higher than the number of dates you've been on, there's hope. Play the sexy, mysterous gaijin, and you'll have plenty of Japanese meat. |
| You Are a Dreaming Soul |
 Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul |
| You Are The Fool |
 You are a fascinating person who is way beyond the concerns of this world. Young at heart, you are blissfully unaware of any dangers ahead. You are a true wanderer - it has be difficult finding your place in this world. Full of confidence, you are likely to take a leap of faith. Your fortune: You are about to embark on a new phase in your life. This may mean changing locations, jobs, friends, or love status. You are open about what the future will bring, and free of worry. You have made your peace with fate, and you're ready to start down your new path. |
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| You scored as Kyouraku Shunsui,You're Kyouraku Shunshui, Captain of the Eighth Division! Your two favorite things are sake and flirting, and you try not to let fighting get in the way of either of these two interests. Some people find this rather odd and push you too far, but they are in for a surprise once you realize that things have gotten out of hand and fighting is a must! |
Kyouraku Shunsui | 92% | ||
Hitsugaya Toushirou | 92% | ||
Tousen Kaname | 83% | ||
Komamura Sajin | 75% | ||
Unohana Retsu | 75% | ||
Aizen Sousuke | 67% | ||
Kurotsuchi Mayuri | 67% | ||
Ukitake Jyuushiro | 67% | ||
Soi Fong | 67% | ||
Ichimaru Gin | 58% | ||
Zaraki Kenpachi | 50% | ||
Kuchiki Byakuya | 50% | ||
Yamamoto Genryuusai | 25% |
Which of the Thirteen Division Captains (from Bleach) are you?
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| You Are Storm |
 Exotic and powerful, Storm descended from a line of African priestesses. Emotions can effect your powers, but you are generally serene. Powers: controlling weather, creating winds that lift you into flight, generating lightning |
| You Are 2: The Helper |
 You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you. You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know. Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere. You connect with people who are charming and charismatic. At Your Best: You are deeply giving, altruistic, and humble. You devote your life to others while caring for yourself too. At Your Worst: You are manipulative and enjoy making other people guilty. Your Fixation: Rejection Your Primary Fear: Being unworthy of love Your Primary Desire: To be loved unconditionally Other Number 2's: Mother Teresa, John Travolta, Princess Diana, Dr. Phil, and Mr. Rogers. |
